missing it already.

So last thursday until yesterday night I was home and was able to see friends and family whom I haven't seen in months. I had so much fun. I look forward to going back soon. I turned 21 on monday. My grandparents made me dinner, and it was so good! I love home made meals.

if home is where the heart is

Than my home is where you are.

I'm going home tomorrow! I'm there for seven days!! It's going to be really good.

My phone has been having weird service since last night. I am always on my phone using the web and aim service but sometimes it tells me I'm not in an data area when I am. Oh well.

I rarely use my macbook. It just sits closed on my bed until I need it to do research stuff for papers which isn't that much. I've been thinking about selling it that way I can pay of some medical bills and possibly put some of it towards my surgery since insurance won't pay for any of it.

Another doctors appointment today. Booking my flight back to california shortly.

these classes are taking over my life! I found out what I'm doing for my birthday. From october 1st through the 7th I will be on a little vacation away from this city. Seeing old friends, and just relaxing. :)

I went to see my friends in brighten a few days ago, I haven't seen them since may so it's been a while. There were these two girls who followed all the guys around the whole night, and I was forced to save them by "needing to talk to them" and seriously didn't talk about much just kept them busy so the girls wouldn't bother them. I'm such a good friend. ha.  Ashley, Justin, Austin, and I passed this one store that had a wanted poster in the window. Some guy killed a few people and it was on the news. 

It's currently 6:57 in the morning and I'm watching a movie about a girl who wants to become a groupie. It's actually pretty funny yet really sad that she wants to be one.  The girl who plays this wanna be groupie cracks me up because she plays this character oh so seriously. 

In a few hours I have class and for the first time in my life I am actually dreading it. Thankfully I only have one class therefore only two hours today.

life.

I find myself falling in love with characters from movies, knowing very well that guys like them don't exist! haha. My guy is pretty amazing though, so I can't really complain.

I head back to the west coast in about two months, and I honestly can't wait.  I miss California, and Arizona. Running into random actors at the airport as I'm running to the gate to catch my flights. Dying from heat exhaustion. Sitting on the curbs of random parking lots. Almost getting run over my police officers. Hanging out with my friends and the people who mean a lot to me.  Oh, I miss it all! 

The midwest gets pretty boring, there isn't alot to do. School has been so good, I'm doing well with my classes besides law. However I will be done in a few months so that won't be a problem for much longer. I have this lit paper due on monday, and I wish it would write itself! 

My birthday is coming up in less than a month, and I'm sad that I won't be able to see any of those who mean the world to me. Anyone want to fly me home for a few days?

after parties.

I'm not really into the whole party scene but sometimes you just have to let loose and have a good time. I'm going to be moving in a few months after everything slows down. I'm really excited for this.

I miss my bf so much right now, only a few more weeks left. 

goodbye blackberry!

My blackberry is still on tour. It comes back home to me in a week though. It's really hard for me to live without my phone, it's my life in my hands. 

Here's a picture from the chicago show before it left for warped tour. When I get it back, I will post more pictures of course. I only took a few photo's off it because I have to do it one at a time and that shit takes forever when you have as many pictures as I do on that.

I didn't take any pictures from the guys set at the milwaukee date because I was too busy kicking ass, seriously. But I still had a lot of fun. I ended up sharing my food with like ten different kids because they would walk up to me and ask where I got it, and I felt bad so I would offer them some and just talk to them. I met alot of cool kids, and I even hung out with some of the security who were around my age. It was pretty cool. Although I got so many evil looks, It was probably the most fun I had in a long time. Chicago was just weird, but milwaukee was awesome! I can't wait til I get the chance to come back.

Here's a picture of the girls helping out garrett ( he would have been lost without us) with the broken zippers before they (the girls) left for the airport to leave for warped tour go visit them at the fearless tent on warped!

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